Detour

I could have walked the flat pathway
Where there would be no rocks
no thorns
no puddles
no holes


But I have chosen the other way
The more adventurous way
With treacherous snakes
thorned poison ivies
gloomy dark trees
dangerous booby traps
howling winds
steep cliffs
and sharp rocks


Yes
I endured 
the suffering of heartbreak
the sorrow of neglect
the despair of isolation
the angst of rejection
the coldness of the nights
the beatings of the rains of truth


And yes
I came back with wounds and scars
Underneath my clothings
People would see me as a fool
But 
If not for the detour
Would I have seen the beautiful sunrise?





I STILL miss the sunrise

Undone

I'm nobody

Nobody to her, anyway

But why?

Why is she a part of me?

For weeks I won't even let myself think about her

And it all came undone in 1 minute

I looked around 

to see where she is

to see what is she doing

Is she looking at me?

Blind hope

That's what i call it

I'm just a nobody

To her, anyway.

Yup, that's right, i deserve better, bitch.

Stay away from my mind, or I call the police.

oh yea, by the way,
I'm like the best thing you ever let go

Letting Go

When and how do you know to let go?
Will you keep holding on to the ends of the world?
Will you refuse to accept something less?
Or will you look for another shelter
Where you feel accepted?


It's time to let go
When you feel your life energy is depleting
because of something that you hold on to
is sucking the life force out of you
Instead of giving fulfillment to your life
You thought it was the missing piece of jigsaw puzzle 
you have been looking all this while
No it's not


Cry 
Tears of emptiness
You feel yourself weaken
Sleeping with eyes wide open
Dreaming dreams of dark abyss
Under the blanket of harsh coldness
Alone and deserted
When the first ray of sunlight appears
Embrace it
Feel the warmth
Leave 
And never look back





Let go
Even at the cost of a heartbreak

Tragic Stories Only Happen To Nice Guys

Tell me if it's not.
Nice guys allow their other halves to exercise their authority on them.
And in the end, these really nice guys will give up on their dignity and cry and beg.
That's how the girls want it don't they? 
To show how important are they in a guy's life?
But not me, I have my dignity
and i won't cry and beg
Only people who treasures me deserve my attention.


Girls, you wait until I become a bad guy and you all will just fall all over me.
And I won't even give a shit.
Actually....



Utmost sympathy for my good friend.
My heart was shouting for you
"Dump that bitch!"
But my lips didn't move
Cause I know that would break your heart even more


Make up your mind soon bro
I'm supporting you